1.I am angry in my dreams more than I remember thembut dad turns to look at me like a boy in oneand joy in his eyes is joy in mineI cry until it feels like an orgasmwake up and write that the good memoriesmake me cry in my dreams more than rememberingthe terror of my…
an air conditioner and sunglasses on Christmasthe winter sun peeling my cheek, I’m squinting atan ad for a lawyer looming above a freeway accidentthe responding officer in a Santa hat we arrive with headaches to dinnerat the last inn across townthat will still let us into take a knee and smoke in the backyard did…
Your heart is a candy barI got for freeI didn’t dress up for HalloweenI just sat on the bathtub with youin the red water waiting for a moment we were already inI think I ate the whole thing there Is there some in my teeth?I wish I could throw up and try againI feel prepubescent…